Fuck Me

I've been on and off diets for the last two years...ever since I saw a picture that a friend posted on Facebook that made it no longer possible or me to deny the fact that I'm fat. I'm aware that it's nothing more than my own choices keeping me trapped in a body I no longer recognize. I have a job I resent, friends I don't spend enough time with and a family I don't deserve. This blog is a place for me to vent about the ridiculous thing in my life that upset me, but I want to lead with the fact that I'm well aware of how lucky I am. I wish I could wake up every morning filled with appreciation, wearing a smile all day in honor of the people who deserve my life. Odds are nobody will stumble upon this self serving and ridiculous blog, so I intend to treat it like nothing more than my own cathartic bulletin board. A place where I can openly vent about the everyday obstacles and distractions I face that take me away from the perfect existence I should be spending every moment appreciating. 

“Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.” - James Dean







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